Not sure if this is the right subreddit... If no I'll delete it. But these things happend to me during my life and I had to share it with somebody. I can't speak about it with anyone.

Hello there. I just want to share some of my experiences. U know, more people more opinions. I was thinking a lot if I can share this with u guys but I'll give it a try. I was always a lonely kid. Byt I have to say that very happy. We have a big garden so I had to explore every inch of it. And it sounded way better than find friends. I remember that I saw lot of things that I actually tought that were normal outdoors. But remember one parficular thing that happend when we've got internet installed. For the first time I was reading about paranormal, diffrent cereatures from forest etc. Once I was home alone and was chilling in living room wathing out of the window and I remember the leaf. It was flying. But not like the wind flew it of the tree. It was making some symbols I think but I dont know. Like it was held by somethink invissible. So with my childish mind I tought I would comunicate with it. I don't remember what whas it about but I know there were no words and no words could describe these feelings but there was a connection. It is very strong memory altought there was only this connection. So as years went by there were things like I saw my (dead) grand father, or when I woke up I saw hands with a black head between them. No face, everything black and loong black claws on fingers. My parents were arguing at that time so I think It was bad energy witch was either created with anger, or it came cuz it felt anger. I started to go to secondary nursing school and there I saw lot of shit in the hospitals. Once one guy died in my arms. I found him on the toilet and couldn't get him out. Then I looked in his eyes and then I felt it. He knew he is gonna die now and was frightened. When I called guys, nurses and docs and they got him out he was dead. But never forget how he grabbed my arm and lookjng at me. Then I really hate when patients especially old ones grab me. I don't have prblm when I offer them my hand. But when they just grab it without thinking. Like energy flowing out of me. But few months after this guy passed away really crazy things started to happen. lLike when I was walking home from school my backpack was torn. Like something just grabbed it and wanted to get it off me. I have lot of books and that day almost all of the books of the shelfs fell on me. Nothing happend to the shelf. No earthquake. So I just grabbed my ametist necklance and was telling some mantras from b.gita. ( I'm christian but I'm more into different philosophies. In the end all of them tell u that u shouldn't do bad things) There was very bad energy, my mom felt it too in the other part of the house and the necklance on my finger was douing cyrcles. So I didn't stop with mantras until it stopped. The energy was way better then. ( note: I had to travel more than 50km to school so my alarm was at 4am. And then I went to a bus stop/train station like 4km in the dark alone. There were things following. This stopped after the mantra thing) I was also into curing deseases naturally after I saw what is happening in hospitals. I had a certificate to something, that could cure people. It was not magical but better than eating everyday these pharmaceutics drugs. We were like not more than 30people from around the world we had this certificate. The guy who invented it was very clever and I had a feeling that there is reason I'm there and he will give me some info about something important. And then one day it came. The feeling I missed it. Something happend and I knew I missed something important. Lot things happend after that. Sometimes I was walking home on a busy street and I just saw people who shouldn't be there. Like ghosts. Or projections. On different places. Sometimes I felt like someones feelings or I knew someone was with me but there was nobody. But after a while I just had to ignore these ghosts or energies. It was impossible to concentrate on things I had to do or people I talked to. Strange was sometimes they were like residual energy or projection and sometimes like real ghosts who noticed me. They didn't talk to me. Never but They were glaring at me. Not like I saw it with my eyes. But I saw it and felt it different way. But more I interact with people less I can see, feel or hear. Sometimes in random places when I get bad vibes I just get image of some creepy things in my mind. I don't see them with my eyes but I know they look like that. I don't belevie in paranormal like other people do. But now as Im studying I have lot of lessons of nuclear physics cuz these r one of the most important ones for us. So I see things differently. Energy is energy and you can't destroy it. Just change it. There r things out there that our brain don't let us see. Please, don't write me that I'm fool, I know I'm weird. But if u think something mean about me just please leave it for yourself. I'm an ordinary person with no one to talk to about these kind of things. I love my life with or without these things. I love helping people and this is why I'm studying in healthcare field. Id u have questions, write me a mssg please and I will try my best to answer. I just wanted to share this with someone cuz nobody exept me knew about it. Thanks for reading and sorry for grammar. I haven't use english for long time.

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