Hello,
I hope this is the right place to post this, I'm looking for some possible advice or maybe just reassurance that things will be okay.
My mother passed away two weeks ago, and this Saturday is the last day we'll be in her apartment. We rented it for 16 years, and it was the main family hub for holidays and everything else. We've also have had a lot of loss here - three cats passed away (the most recent Mama Cat, last summer shortly before I moved out), as well as two dogs. Even before my mom passed, she claimed to experience a lot in the apartment, like feelings of being touched, or unusual sounds. She was a very spiritual person and believed that several loved ones were here with her, including when she passed (also here at home - in hospice care).
My sisters are firm believers in spiritual/religious matters as well, and believe they've seen several signs from mom so far here and while out and about. Things like her favorite songs coming on the radio at certain times, her favorite channel freezing but all the other channels remaining normal, that kind of thing. They find a lot of comfort in the idea that she's communicating with us, so even if I don't necessarily believe the same I don't want to say otherwise.
For my part, I've been consistently hearing what I believe to be Mama Cat in the apartment. She had a distinctive, chirping meow, and was very talkative when she was alive. While moving things out, I've heard her in other rooms, and just now when unlocking the door I could swear I heard her on the other side of the door, already greeting me like she used to do when I lived here.
Whether it's real or not, I'm trying to also take solace in the idea that we're being given signs that mom is okay, but I'm worried about what will happen when we leave on Saturday. I think my mom's spirit, if she's here, has no problems with staying with family, but I'm concerned that our pets wouldn't know where to go. I hate the idea that this was the last place for Mama Cat to be, and that we're leaving here. I don't want her to be stuck, if that makes sense. I'm not usually such a firm believer in the supernatural to the point where I'm scared about these things, but I'm wondering if anyone has advice or words of comfort for when you leave a place that experienced a lot of loss.
I'm afraid that if I try to seek out any spirits here intentionally and invite them to come home with me, I won't have any idea what I'm bringing with me. I am definitely superstitious and have tried hard not to provoke or meddle in any spiritual matters even if I might not truly believe they exist.
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